Dear Members and Friends of St. John,
As I sit writing on Wednesday, March 20, the skies are overcast,
the wind blowing, and the trees are bare. Much of our snow has melted, but
dirty piles still stand in places. No
leaves grace the trees. There are no visible
buds on the branches and no flowers in the gardens. This “part winter – part spring” time of year
can be dreary and even affect one’s spirits.
In some ways this in-between season seems to last too long. And, this time of year always seems to come
during the church season of Lent. Perhaps
the time of waiting and perseverance makes real spring and summer, with leaves
and flower and warmth, that much more sweet.
In my devotions on Wednesday I read
from Numbers 13-15. In this account from
God’s Word the people of Israel, camping at Paran, have sent twelve scouts or
spies into the land of Canaan which God promised to give His chosen people. But, the people inhabiting the land seem big
and strong to the scouts. The Canaanite cities
are fortified. Ten of the twelve spies
give a report of fear and doom. "The land we explored
devours those living in it. All the people we saw there are of great size. (Numbers 13:32) The people who have
been led to the land by God, want to turn around and go back to Egypt.
God responds with anger at the doubt and the faithlessness
of His people, in spite of all His signs of deliverance. (Numbers 13:11) At
Moses’ pleading the Lord forgives the people, and they are not destroyed. However, those who left Egypt will die in the
desert. The Israelites will now wander
in the wilderness for 40 years. Those
who were 20 or older when they left Egypt will perish in the wilderness during
those forty years. Now their children
will inherit the land.
20 The LORD replied, "I have forgiven them, as you asked. 21
Nevertheless, as surely as I live and as surely as the glory of the LORD fills
the whole earth, 22 not one of the men who saw my glory and the miraculous
signs I performed in Egypt and in the desert but who disobeyed me and tested me
ten times-- 23 not one of them will ever see the land I promised on oath to
their forefathers. No one who has treated me with contempt will ever see it.
Can you imagine the disappointment, and then the drudgery
of 40 years in the wilderness? Forty years
in a dry, hot, dusty part of the world! The
Promised Land is in sight. But, it will
take so long going through the wilderness to get there!
Perhaps you have noticed how the number 40 is often
connected in Scripture with times of waiting and suffering and testing. The Israelites were in the wilderness for 40
years. When the floods came on Noah, it
rained for forty days and forty nights. (Genesis
7:12) Jesus was tested in the wilderness by Satan for 40 days. (Luke 4:1-2)
In Scripture this wilderness time is one of waiting and testing until
God’s people are delivered.
You know by experience that there are many “wilderness”
times in all of our lives. Life brings pain,
disappointments, and failure. Some of
our struggles and wanderings are our own doing, when we turn from God’s
guidance and God’s law and bring these struggles on ourselves, like the
Israelites did. But, sometimes, even as
we seek God’s guidance and help and strength, life still seems like painful
drudgery. Life can seem a wilderness
where we wander, hoping and waiting for the refreshment of God’s love and
deliverance.
But, in spite of the doubt and faithlessness of the
Israelites, God continued with them throughout their time in the wilderness. They made it through those forty years. They entered Canaan and received God’s gift
of the land. And, because of the wait,
the Promised Land seemed even more sweet.
Our call is to trust God even in these times of waiting
and struggle. Yes, there are wilderness
times in this life. This “part winter –
part spring” will be over soon. Warmth
will cause the leaves and flowers to show the glory of God’s creation. And, more importantly, someday God will take
us from the tears of this world to His home in heaven. God caused Paul to write about how these
wilderness times make heaven even more sweet.
“I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the
glory that will be revealed in us.” (Romans 8:18)
Perhaps it is only appropriate that the “wilderness
season” of Lent is during this part winter-part spring time of the year. But, Easter is on the horizon. Jesus is victorious over our sin, over our pain
and trial in this life. And, in grace,
Jesus offers His love to us. Now we wait. We wait trusting in the Lord . . . knowing
that Easter, and God’s deliverance is coming.
A Child of God, Waiting Through The Wilderness Time of
Lent for God’s Easter Deliverance,
Pastor Jonathan
P.S. Kathy’s
birthday was March 10. But, because of
schedules, we had a family gathering on March 17. Here are some pictures from our family celebration
of “Mimi Kathy’s” birthday. https://photos.app.goo.gl/Ms1UGHaQwaL7CSS89
P.P.S. On Monday, March 18, one of my planned companions
for ice fishing could not go. So, I took
care of MANY errands and chores around the house I had put off that needed
attention. Maybe fishing next week!
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ABOUT ‘THOUGHTS FROM THE PASTOR’ - I am
sending these e-mail messages, hopefully weekly, to all St. John members and
friends whose e-mails I have. (I am regularly adding new names of friends
and members – in case you are just receiving this e-mail for the first
time.) However, if you do not want to receive this e-mail, please let me
know, and I’ll gladly leave your name off my list for this message.
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